I should honestly be ashamed of myself because I haven’t posted on here in 2 years.
Damn…….. But before you scrounge up your nose or etc let me explain.
In the last two years a lot has changed.
I’ve went from unhappily married to pleasantly divorced
And YES I find joy when I tell someone that “I am Single”
Unhealthy to feeling healthy and back again (it’s a forever repeating cycle)
Once Again Fuck That Bitch Named Lupus & Her Friends
But it’s ok because my sister’s name is Mary Jane and
together we tackle any type of pain.
Unemployed, Homeless, having to depend on my children as well as a few others
Living from pillow to post, with this friend that friend and
sometimes wherever there was a warm bed that I could lay my head
To Relocating, gainfully employed while working on multiple streams of income.
Allowing people to try to attack me and attempt to break my spirit
Enemies disguised as friends that were always at my beckoning
call and even when I didn’t
But having the resilience and determination to bounce back from it all
I lost a few important people along the way
Yet, what hurt the most is losing my grandmother and my uncle less than
2 months apart. Every time I think of them, it still breaks my heart
I’ll be the first to tell you that I am still a work in progress
But I am so much better than I was
I’m not mad at anyone nor do I hold any ill will towards those
that I am no longer close to (You know who you are)
Whatever happened happened.
I forgive you because shit happens and it’s all apart of who you are
And always love you from afar
As they say let things be
So in the meantime
I’m enjoying life
Enjoying the journey of becoming spiritually enlightened
Yet most of all being a Grandma while minding the business that pays me